Tagged by Wende

i am - getting old.
i think - things that make me tired.
i know - I need to be more productive in my life.
i want- happy children who will always love the gospel.
i have- sometimes happy children. (Vivien had the best night of her life on Mon., she told me:)
i dislike- mean people, confrontation, awkward moments, and throwup.
i miss- Caillou on P.B.S., and living close to my mom.
i fear - my children making bad choices.
i feel - tired too often.
i hear- a child crying over math.
i smell - men's fake cologne. (the scentsey)
i crave- cake
i cry- from nightmares and regrets.
i usually - try to exercise everyday.
i search- the internet for crazy things.
i wonder- why we could not have a son.
i regret- my many, many mistakes.
i love- that i have an amazing husband.
i worry- about sickness, and my kids, and my family and my friends...and everything else under the sun.
i am not- a go with the flow person...even though i want to be.
i remember- when my biggest worry was what i was going to wear the next day...oh my those days.
i believe- that my family can be together forever.
i dance- oh so long ago...
i write- lots of notes and reminders.
i win-not very often.
i lose- my patience too often.
i wish- I could weigh what I did in high school.
i listen - to my children's tantrums...daily.
i don't understand- geometry, quantum physics and why some men get married even when they know they should not.
i can usually be found - chasing after a child.
i am scared- my kids could grow up and not miss me.
i need to lose- a good amount from behind me.
i forget- too many things...piano lessons, etc.
i am happy- when my honey is happy, when my kids are not having a tantrum, when the girls practice piano on their own, when I exercise, when the scale is the right number, when I get one-on-one time with each girl, when my baby gives me her beautiful smile.